The Behavior and Belief of Young Women and Their Sexual Pleasure

This article is based off of a Ted Talk given by Peggy Orenstein regarding how young women see themselves and their sexual experiences and pleasure. The link can be found here.

Understanding consent is a vital part of growing up and dealing with the amount of sexual assault and rape culture in today’s society, particularly on college campuses. Young people must understand the ground rules of consent. This requires open honest discussion about what “yes.” means and what happens afterwards. There is a feeling of entitlement to engage in sexual behavior, but not a feeling of the idea that women could enjoy it.

Many young women describe their earliest sexual encounter as not responsible or enjoyable and often not even reciprocal. One young woman didn’t realize that her smart, strong image didn’t include sex. These young people are engaging in other behaviors like oral sex, instead of traditional penis in vagina sex, because often girls will provide the oral sex in order to avoid a situation that they don’t want to be in or as a form of protection. Young men or boys seldom reciprocate, but will expect a blowjob in lieu of sex.

Because there has always been a shadow cast over the female genitalia where they were made to feel dirty or unclean this creates a feeling of shame that is almost an indoctrination of the evils of female genitals. At the same time they are taught that their genitals are sacred. Studies show that this can lead to many young women removing most or all of their pubic hair, because they feel cleaner, or because they feel it can be humiliating because young guys might be (or are likely to be compared to older men) grossed out and would talk poorly about them. As this trend of shaving has risen is has the trend of labiaplasty in teenage girls. This is not a medically indicated procedure as a rule and can include side effects such as scarring, numbness, and diminished sexual sensation. It can also be problematic simply because it isn’t a part of a young girls sexual knowledge in many cases because, as you’re read more below, young women simply aren’t taught about the anatomy of their genitalia.

A psychologist at the University of Michigan posited the idea of intimate justice has political and personal effects on both partners. This theory raises issues about inequality, health, and violence among other thing. So who is entitled to engage and enjoy a sexual experience? The speaker kept coming back to the idea that the earliest sexual experiences they have aren’t things to “get over.” Women will use their sexual experiences to say that if their male partner is satisfied then so are they. Young men judged good sex on their own orgasms.

If sexual encounters are defined by young women with the words depressing, humiliating or degrading, and in almost 30% of sexual encounters women report pain during it, what does that say about the education for young women and men when it comes to sex ed? We can and should be doing better to provide education for these young people so they can go into their future and be able to make informed decisions, regarding consent, sexual activity, and help them define the parameters of that sexual encounter in a way that allows both partners to receive pleasure from the act. This is something that is important for a person’s entire life, not just as randy college students finding out who they are from a sexual standpoint.

Wanting your partner to be happy is not a bad thing or feel close to them, but there are many other ways to experience sexual pleasure or to enrich a relationship such as intimate touch or simple cuddling. An orgasm isn’t the only measure of happiness and the absence of pain should not be the bar for your own sexual happiness as a woman. Instead she should be able to have a pain free consenting encounter that gives her and her partner pleasure, that may or may not include orgasm.

“Parents of female children go right from navel to knees” and often skip explaining their genitals to them. It again, goes back to being ashamed of the female sex. And when sex education comes into play, boys are told about erections and ejaculation, where girls aren’t taught about how their sex organs work, but instead about periods and unplanned pregnancy; the idea of the vulva or clitoris is never mentioned. I know when I was a child that was the stereotype that I was taught. And it created something of a “psychological clitoraldectemy.” Not knowing how one’s sexual organs function is a problem and it can mean that many girls and young women don’t begin to learn their bodies or masturbate in a healthy way. This is a problem in their adult life, when these young women realize they have no idea what they want from sex or how they get pleasure from sex. I feel like this is part of why many young women say that hey are satisfied if their (typically male) partner reaches orgasm

In same sex encounters there is no orgasm gap and that is a liberating feeling that lets them work out their own scenarios of intercourse that don’t necessarily fall inside the norm. This gives gay girls a wholly different perspective on their sexuality and not having sexual intercourse for the reason of shedding their virginity. Some of them define their loss of virginity by achieving their first partnered orgasm.

Thinking of sex as something organic and not rushing towards a goal means that thing like intimacy, sensual touch, a pool of experiences of desire and touch and arousal. Sex must be talked about and normalized into everyday life in order to make those things OK. A study from a both a Dutch and American university had wildly varying results because the Dutch students were taught from an early age about sex and pleasure. American parents framed such conversations as risky or dangerous behavior. The Dutch children were taught more about consent and responsibility and enjoying themselves. The conclusion drawn here is simply that being more open and forthcoming about sex and sexuality with your children is going to lead to (gasp) them being more responsible and get more enjoyment out of sex. It needs to become far less of a taboo topic.

Hopefully, eventually a young girl can see her sexuality and revel in her sensuality instead of being afraid of the risks of sex, such as disease or violence, not to mention unwanted pregnancy. These girls have a voice and should be demanding that intimate justice for their own lives. Making the entire country more aware or sex positive could lead to better protections for assault victims and a happier, healthier sexual culture where young women or men aren’t afraid to come forth about what they need or want regarding their sexuality.

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Wicked Wednesday – 260 – 2517 (Bionica)

Beth was bent over the bed as Rafael fucked her. His hands held her hips hard enough to bruise and she relished the idea that his finger prints would be on her body the next day. Of course, when your husband was ex-military and had bionic modifications, it wasn’t hard for him to leave bruises that were a reminder of her humanity when she felt anything but human. She arched her back, pushing back against him, wanting more when he slowed his movements to a teasing pace. He grinned at her movements and pistoned forward on strong semi-metallic legs. Rafe could fuck her so good and she loved him not because of his cyber wear, but for who he was. He’d dated a few women in his past that were basically bio whores and would fuck anyone with mods.

But his Beth…she was special to him he thought. She understood him, understood the pain he lived with everyday. And he loved her enough to do unreasonable things for her. But right now she was squirming on his very human cock and begging him to fuck her. He returned to the present and held Beth down giving her the fucking she wanted, that she needed and his face was a mask of triumph as he felt her body convulse around him. God, it was good and he wanted to feel it again. He stepped back and lifted her up on to the bed on her knees. Following her onto the bed he stretched out and puled her to him. She smiled and kissed his smooth, warm lips. “Tell me.”

“I want you on top of me. I want you riding my cock. You’ll do that for me won’t you gorgeous?” Beth loved hearing it when he told her what he wanted, especially if that was for her to be on top of him and she happily obliged. She started slow, watching his face intently and smiled at him before her paced picked up to a pounding ride, one that he was enjoying as much as she was. Her second orgasm of the evening was close and Rafael lifted his hips to meet hers pressing hard against her. She gave an inarticulate cry and ground her hips against his as he shot his come inside of her. Panting she collapsed over his body and laid there for a long moment. Her voice, slightly metallic, came to him, “I love you.” He grinned and hugged her close. “I love you too.”

And she looked up at him, tears shining in her very human eyes, and knew it was true. He loved her despite her body, despite the faults she had. She’d never thought she’d find this. Who else, but someone like Rafael could know her pain and know what it was like. Only another person like her, damaged and broken inside and repaired outside. Hopefully her skin mods would be ready soon and she could at least pretend to be normal. But meanwhile she touched the coldness of her face and just sighed before laying her head on Rafe’s shoulder.

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If you missed last week’s Wicked Wednesday post, you can find it here.

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All By Myself

I slid into the bed and lubed up my fingers. I wanted an orgasm and wanted it now. Screw the foreplay. My slick fingers found their way to my clit and pussy, covering them in lube, loving the extra slickness it created. I tried to take it slow and enjoy myself, teasing my clit, rubbing against my pussy lips, but soon it just wasn’t enough.

I rolled my clit between my fingers with my left hand while the right reached up to play with my pierced nipples. Sighing with pleasure I dipped two fingers into my pussy curling them up to reach my g-spot and flutter against it. I stifled a moan, not wanting to be heard and repeated the movement. My hips bucked involuntarily and I pulled away from my pussy, licking my juices from my fingers. Back to my clit rubbing and pinch and rolling back and forth. I could feel an orgasm building and I frantically reached for a toy.

The first one I encountered was a dildo and that was good enough for me. I shoved it into my pussy, fucking myself with it while I played with my clit. Closing my eyes, I could hear my breathing becoming harder and faster, my back arching against my own hand. And then it hit me like a freight trained and I bit my lip so as not to cry out. I was coming and coming hard. I fucked myself harder with the dildo and kept rubbing my clit, prolonging the orgasm as long as possible. Eventually I collapsed back on the bed sated, and relaxed.


In honor of May being National Masturbation Month. 🙂

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KOTW 5/16-5/31 – Crawling

Crawling. A baby’s first method of movement towards the process of walking upright. Something done by young children who just don’t want to walk or are playing pretend. How is crawling sexy when that is all that comes to mind for me?

To be honest, its not. I’ve tried to understand. I’ve even tried to slink across the floor myself but I just looked silly and awkward. I lack the innate grace, it seems, for an adult to look good crawling. I also hate being on my hands and knees because I find it uncomfortable at best. At its worst it could be used as an actual form of punishment for me in my relationship (no one tell Sir that, OK.)

I can’t even pretend to understand this kink. I was going to write a story about it instead of sharing my ramblings, but I couldn’t get past the first few lines. Hell, I understand it so little even this pseudo rant is difficult for me to write. I feel like Bart Simpson here, “I will not write about crawling.” “I will not write about crawling.” But here I am, left wondering what I can say that would be of any use to any one who reads this.

Maybe the idea of watching your guy or girl crawl across the floor to you is really hot and it turns you on. Maybe you like to make your submissive crawl because it puts them further into that head space that they (and you) might want them to be in. Whatever the reason behind it; why it turns you on, can someone please explain it to me?

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Wicked Wednesday 259 – Space – (Looking Up)

They’d been friends for years and often shared late night dinners or just hung out with a cup of coffee and chatted. There was a time when both of their lives went sideways and she couldn’t be there for him as well as she wished, but he was still there for her. He always reminded her to look up, especially at night and see the wonder of the stars and space above us. It was always so vast and overwhelming and she was reminded she was but a speck of dust in the cosmos. Yet, somehow, she kept going and he was her best friend and support, cheering her up on bad days, cheering her on when she tried something new. They talked about their pasts, about the present, and about various plans for the future. One August night he suggested they go stargazing. She, who had never been, thought it might be a novel opportunity and was happy to indulge him.

The Perseid’s were bright and moving across the sky at an excellent pace providing plenty of chances to see them. She found herself wrapped in his arms as they watched and he pointed out different stars and constellations as well. A large meteor, a fireball, zipped across the sky and both of them gasped at the beauty of it. And he kissed her there under the stars, finally brave enough to act on what they both knew had been brewing all along. Her arms rested on his shoulders and she looked up at him, wordlessly, for a long moment before they came together in a gentle hug. It wasn’t closeness that brought them together after all, but space.

And in that space, they both found a love they thought they would never know, never get to share with someone, never come close to experiencing. Together they started a journey that hasn’t yet ended. Each year they try to catch all the meteor showers possible. Each year they grow closer. The space between them gives way to more physicality, but the space that brought them together is always there, high and vast and untouchable.

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Review: Satisfyer Pro Penguin

When I received the Satisfyer Pro 2 that I reviewed earlier this month I was also sent the Satisfyer Pro Penguin and the Satisfyer 2 (review pending). I hadn’t really looked into the Pro Penguin much because I was more interested in the Pro 2 and I’m glad that I didn’t bite the bullet and purchase a Penguin.

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It’s a cute little pink (oh the horror) silicone coated toy with what seems to be a really nice design to it. The buttons on this toy are located on the front side of the toy so you have to make sure you have enough room to reach between you body and the toy to get at the buttons, which I found to be somewhat non-intuitive. The buttons themselves also can be tricky because they are basically a button within a button and the larger button turns the Penguin on and off and the smaller button which is harder to see because it nests right beneath the larger button with only a small seam to define the two buttons(they are on the white part).

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The handle is not quite as long as the one on the Pro 2 which meant that I had some difficulty reaching my clit and getting the toy to seal. I also don’t feel that the silicone head was meant for my body type or the rather, the shape and size of my clit. Instead of being somewhat oval like the Pro 2, the Penguin has an opening that is larger and more rounded. It simply refused to give me a good seal even with some lube.

Much like the Satisfyer Pro 2, the Penguin works with the same pressure waves and steady pulses and is also trying to mimic the feeling of sucking your clit. Because I was unable to get a good seal with the silicone nozzle it just kind of felt kind of boring. In order to get any stimulation from this toy I had to literally hold the nozzle in place directly and even then it certainly wasn’t giving me a suitable orgasm from the feeling it only sort of created.

In many other aspects it is nearly identical to the Satisfyer Pro 2 including having 11 settings and having to cycle through them from 1-11 and then from 11-1 to reach your setting of choice. I found it to be slightly buzzier at the high end of the settings than I like ( again much like with the Pro 2), but again since I can’t get a good seal it didn’t much matter in this case. It also charges magnetically just like the Satisfyer Pro 2 does, which means having a proprietary cable.

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This is another toy in the Satisfyer line that is supposed to be waterproof, however, after reading this post written by SexBloggess, I was hesitant to risk putting the Penguin in water as it might not be quite as waterproof as the name could imply. Hopefully others have had better luck with the Satisfyer line, but I would advise caution if you want to use this toy in the bath or shower.

Overall, the Satisfyer Pro Penguin didn’t impress me at all and it isn’t a toy I wouldn’t suggest it for anyone who is plus size, has wrist/hand/arm mobility issues, or who is worried about the lack of waterproofing. Anyone else, if you’re game enough to give it a try you can find it at SheVibe.com for $55.99 or at your favorite body safe sex retailer.

No affiliate links have been used in this post. This toy was provided to me by the Satisfyer company for a fair, honest, and unbiased review of their product. All opinions are my own.

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Fat and Sexy – Struggles

So I’d been doing better and feeling better for a while. I really had. But I started slacking for various reasons, none of which were good, and while I’m holding at a size 24, I still want to be smaller, healthier, and yes, sexier. Recently I was in physical therapy for some knee pain and while I’ve not been given any restrictions on what I can and can’t do, I’m still not DOING anything.

Which is making me feel awful and very, very much not sexy. My gym routine has basically become non-existent and that fitness class only has two more sessions before it goes on hiatus for the summer, which means if I want to stay in shape over the summer I have to hit the gym or skate outdoors. And I have to get back to watching what I eat because especially lately, I feel like my appetite has been out of control. I’m at a point where things are really getting hard for me and it all started when I quit going to the gym. To make it worse I had gained back some weight. Not much. Just enough to make me frustrated with myself, to feel like I was worthless.

So it looks like I need to do several things. Re-evaluate my goals to start with and see what I can do to help them along over the coming months. And my goals are simple things like the gym and skating and eating better. I can do all those things. I’ve done all those things. So I’m going to do them again. In fact, by the time you read this post, I should have been doing them again for at least a few weeks. Feel free to tweet at me and ask. Accountability is a good thing.

At this point though, I haven’t cried or shied away from the mirror too much. I’m trying to be more honest with myself about my body, what it looks like. And what it might look like after I lose weight when I realize that I still don’t like the way I look, which might happen. I’m also trying to handle the fact that I gained some weight back in a reasonable fashion. Yes, my immediate response was to be upset and I still find it bothersome that I slipped off the wagon so to speak, but is less than 10 pounds really that big of a deal? I mean it shouldn’t be and to a lot of people it probably isn’t. But to me I’m having to consciously make the decision to not let it be a big deal or I will obsess over it and only make myself miserable.

Right now, I know my strengths, my weakness, my failures. I also know my plans, my goals, and my reality. So it is time for me to get my shit together, turn all those negative things to dust and take the positive things and run with them. Well, not actually run because I’d have two black eyes…but you know what I mean I hope. I may be struggling right now, but there is always tomorrow and another chance to be better.

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KOTW – Jeans (Caught Staring)

She slid out of the cherry red convertible and turned back to reach for her purse. And that’s when I noticed her. Skin tight jeans, hugging curves in all the right places with dark hair falling around her. Her body was divine. When she turned back around I found that her face matched the rest of her and I was hopeful that I’d get the chance to say hello.

These meet-ups for the local queer community in my relatively small city usually yielded nothing but boredom and if you were unlucky heartache, but sometimes it was nice to get out and just reconnect with people who would understand what the discrimination is like. But this woman in her red convertible and tight jeans was new. I placed myself near the door and slipped in behind her, my gaze drawn to her ass. What a lovely sight. Unfortunately for me there was a mirror I had forgotten about and I got caught staring for once. “Like what you see?,” came a melodic voice and I blushed a little at having been caught before looking up at her taller frame and grinned wickedly. “Absolutely. I’m Jessica,” and I offered her my hand.

“Amy, and I do believe the pleasure is mine,” she replied with a wink. “Tell me about these events anyway.” I shrugged and briefly explained the format of the evening and she looked decidedly bored. “I have a better idea. Let’s go grab a drink and if you’re up for it, home home with me tonight.” I arched an eyebrow, “Me? Why me?” I asked incredulously. I’m petite and have no curves to speak of and don’t feel I’m very pretty, but the woman in front of me just laughed. “Because I think you’re pretty. And I want to get to know you more…intimately.” And her eyes ran the length of my body, undressing me with her eyes. I swallowed back my trepidation and nodded, “Let’s get out of here.”

As she drove Amy glanced at me, “So…you like my ass huh?” I shot her look of my own and smiled, “Indeed I do. And just about now I’m glad I got caught staring.” We were sitting at a stoplight when she leaned over and kissed me. I could taste her lipstick and feel how soft her lips were. A group of guys in the car next to us started cheering and we parted laughing, just before the light turned green and Amy pulled away. “You know what, “I said, feeling bold, “Let’s skip the drinks if you don’t mind.”

The only response I got was a sharp turn in the opposite direction from the bar and a few moments later we were upstairs in her apartment. Giving no warning I grabbed Amy and pulled her closer to me, my hands immediately finding her ass. I wasn’t sure what had gotten into me because normally I was quite shy, but this woman awakened my senses in a way I’d never felt before. She pushed herself closer to me and leaned in for a kiss for the ages. I desperately wanted more, but I loved her ass in those pants so much it was hard to want her to take them off.

I gave one last squeeze and met her lips for another kiss, this one just as searing as the last. “Ohhhh, between these kisses and your ass in those jeans I want you so bad.” “Come and get me, then.” Amy turned and walked away towards what I assumed was her bedroom and I followed staring happily at her denim clad ass the entire time. Reaching the bedroom Amy peeled off her t-shirt and bra motioning for me to strip as well, but I wanted to see all of her first. I was fixated on her perfection. Finally she slid off those pants and turned slowly in a circle. Her ass was just as good out of the jeans. “Your turn.”

Sliding my hands under my shirt I removed it slowly; I was almost shy about my leaner body compared to her curves, but I figured that she must have seen something she liked in me. I stripped the rst of my clothing off and like her turned in a slow circle. Amy was grinning at me when I turned back around and stepped back into the circle of my arms. “You are gorgeous,” she claimed and I couldn’t help but let out a nervous giggle. No one had ever called me that before. Her head tilted and her dark brown eyes looked inquisitive. “I don’t mean to laugh, but no one has ever told me that before. I’m flattered, but it feels unusual to hear it too.” “Then I’ll say it again. You are gorgeous.” And she skimmed her hands down my body, stopping to tease and touch in all the right places. I sighed and snaked my arms around her waist, feeling her satin skin and realized I couldn’t wait any longer to have this woman. I maneuvered her back against the bed and gently shoved her over. She gave a soft laugh at it and squirmed up onto the bed for me. Eagerly I followed and began kissing up her body, my hands following the path of my lips. I kissed her gently, just below her belly button and she let out a giggle, so I did it again just to hear that laughter. My hands held her hips gently and I looked up at her. “Please.” was all she said to me so I lowered my mouth to her mound and began to kiss her there, working my way down swirling my tongue across her clit, nibbling here and there, enjoying the feel and taste of her. Amy lifted her hips and I quickly slid my hands beneath her, grabbed her ass and began to tongue her pussy in earnest. A moan escaped her and her hands found my hair, guiding me into just the right spots that left her writhing on the bed. In short order I heard her breathing begin to hitch and as her body twitched beneath my mouth I knew her orgasm was close. Wrapping my lips around her clit I began to suck gently for a moment, then harder and harder still. I wanted to feel her orgasm. Amy let out a cry of delight and lifted her hips higher as she came for me. I dipped my head, tasting her juices and wanted to lick her until she couldn’t handle anymore.

Instead I got yanked up the bed, kissed fiercely and our dance began again as she flipped to my back. She started at the top, stopping to tease my sensitive nipples in a way that left me utterly breathless and caused my hips to arch against hers. I almost came then and there and she knew it. So my lovely Amy continued her sucking and biting and kissing and I began to gasp and squirm. She was going to make me orgasm before she ever touched my pussy. As I got closer and closer she was my only focus and without warning at the same moment the orgasm hit me Amy slid two fingers into my twitching pussy and fingered me hard and fast. I never stopped orgasming from her touch and lay there whimpering and moaning and squirming at her touch. It was the hottest thing I’d experienced to date. And I never wanted it to stop, but gradually I was just orgasmed out and Amy removed her fingers, licking at them like a cat and smiled at me. She joined me and we simply wrapped up in one another, kissing gently our hands touching and tracing each others skin. All because a pretty girl with a denim covered ass caught me staring.


 

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Wicked Wednesday 258 – Long Lost Friends (Friends and Lovers)

Sarah moaned at the feeling of Geoff’s mouth on her pussy, licking and sucking and biting at her clit fiercely. Her hips arched and she orgasmed again, before falling back to the bed exhausted. She wiggled with delight, loving the idea that a man would fuck her and then go down on her. So hot! She wondered if he would be up for round two later, but right now nature was calling. She got out of bed and came back a few minutes later, opening a dresser drawer and grabbed a t-shirt to throw on for now. The pair curled up in the bed each lost in their own thoughts for a moment or two.

Geoff wondered how much longer things would last with Sarah and knew he wanted more than he could really have from her at this point with his work schedule and all, but he was going to take as much as he could get from the beauty in his bed. He was getting hard again just thinking about her long red hair and piercingly green eyes. She was definitely an Irish lass in the purest sense of the word and after meeting her it made him wish they had very different lives.

Sarah pondered the idea of just what Casey was going to think about this when they found out. She wasn’t sure how much of a reaction she’d get to be honest. Casey was usually pretty chill about things like this as long as it wasn’t too frequent. They could be rather possessive, which Sarah didn’t mind, but also having the freedom to go off on her own like this was nice. She missed Casey though. Her phone dinged on the nightstand and it was Casey texting her to met up at the bar later. Sarah replied excitedly, then turned to Geoff. “I have plans tonight. You’re coming with me.” Geoff laughed at her bossiness and agreed.

As they dressed later after another round of mind-blowing sex that had included Sarah’s first anal experience they chatted amiably about the weather and other mundane things. Sarah freshened her hair and make up, although she still looked quite fuckable to Geoff and it was all he could not to bend her over the dining room table for a quickie. “Oh the hell with it”, he muttered. He grabbed Sarah by the waist and pushed her to the table where he flipped up her skirt. She yanked her panties to her knees as he unzipped his pants and within moment they were fucking again, her breasts being pushed into the table, his hips grinding against hers. It took just moments for both of them to orgasm and then put themselves back together so they could leave for the bar that Sarah wanted to go to.

Walking inside, Geoff glanced around. It was just a quiet pub and Sarah’s face lit up as she saw a friend wave her over. She walked to the table with geoff intow who immediately recognized the pretty dark hair omen sitting there and smiled at her. “Casey, it’s been a long time.” “Yes, yes it has.” Sarah was a bit puzzled and looked from one of them to the other. “You two have met?” Casey nodded, “We went to high school together.” Geoff chimed in, “Yeah, did you know I had a terrible crush on you, Casey? I chased you starting our freshman year and you never noticed.” “Oh. Well this is a bit…well…awkward then. Geoff, I see you’re already acquainted with my girlfriend, so there’s no real need for introductions. Let’s have a drink shall we.”

Sarah sat in the chair next to Casey and gave her a soft lingering kiss. “I missed you,” she murmured quietly and Casey slid an arm over Sarah’s shoulders. “I missed you too, but I knew you’d come back my little bird. You always do.” Geoff cleared his throat awkwardly, “I’ll just go get drinks, what would you two like?” “Jack neat for me and Sarah will have a sloe gin fizz.” As Geoff walked away Sarah spoke to Casey, “I think he’s had a bit of a shock, even though I did tell him I was bi; I just neglected to mention that I was also quite taken by my favorite bad ass woman on the planet.” “You think he’s shocked? Honey, I never dreamed I’d run into him again much less know that my girlfriend had been fucking him. Did he treat you right?” “Yes Dear, he did. You know if he hadn’t I wouldn’t have brought him along; hell I’d never have even fucked him. Although I definitely feel a little awkward about it all. You know, fucking the guy that pined after you for years. Casey kissed her girlfriend again. “it’s OK. But I need to know if this is going to become a regular thing.” “No, its not, he’s only in town for a few days and after tonight I’m pretty sure he’s not going to want me back in his bed. Ours is more comfortable anyway,” Sarah laughed.

Geoff quietly watched the ladies while he waited in line at the bar and was slightly furious because Sarah essentially lied to him and because he now knew why Casey had never noticed him. It was driving him crazy and when he got to the bar he ordered the ladies drinks, plus a double scotch for himself. Juggling the drinks back to the table he sat them down before taking a seat himself. “So uhh, Casey how’ve you been the last few years?” “Oh you know, college, more college, bought a motorcycle and finally met the best woman on the planet.” What about you? “About the same minus the motorcycle and getting to keep the girl.” Geoff couldn’t help a touch of bitterness in those last words. He sipped his scotch, though he would’ve preferred to chug it and be on his way. Sarah sat just listening to the awkward conversation, feeling just as awkward as the other two. What next, they all wondered, what indeed?

Sarah moaned at the feeling of Geoff’s mouth on her pussy, licking and sucking and biting at her clit fiercely. Her hips arched and she orgasmed again, before falling back to the bed exhausted. She wiggled with delight, loving the idea that a man would fuck her and then go down on her. So hot! She wondered if he would be up for round two later, but right now nature was calling. She got out of bed and came back a few minutes later, opening a dresser drawer and grabbed a t-shirt to throw on for now. The pair curled up in the bed each lost in their own thoughts for a moment or two.

Geoff wondered how much longer things would last with Sarah and knew he wanted more than he could really have from her at this point with his work schedule and all, but he was going to take as much as he could get from the beauty in his bed. He was getting hard again just thinking about her long red hair and piercingly green eyes. She was definitely an Irish lass in the purest sense of the word and after meeting her it made him wish they had very different lives.

Sarah pondered the idea of just what Casey was going to think about this when they found out. She wasn’t sure how much of a reaction she’d get to be honest. Casey was usually pretty chill about things like this as long as it wasn’t too frequent. They could be rather possessive, which Sarah didn’t mind, but also having the freedom to go off on her own like this was nice. She missed Casey though. Her phone dinged on the nightstand and it was Casey texting her to met up at the bar later. Sarah replied excitedly, then turned to Geoff. “I have plans tonight. You’re coming with me.” Geoff laughed at her bossiness and agreed.

As they dressed later after another round of mind-blowing sex that had included Sarah’s first anal experience they chatted amiably about the weather and other mundane things. Sarah freshened her hair and make up, although she still looked quite fuckable to Geoff and it was all he could not to bend her over the dining room table for a quickie. “Oh the hell with it”, he muttered. He grabbed Sarah by the waist and pushed her to the table where he flipped up her skirt. She yanked her panties to her knees as he unzipped his pants and within moment they were fucking again, her breasts being pushed into the table, his hips grinding against hers. It took just moments for both of them to orgasm and then put themselves back together so they could leave for the bar that Sarah wanted to go to.

Walking inside, Geoff glanced around. It was just a quiet pub and Sarah’s face lit up as she saw a friend wave her over. She walked to the table with geoff intow who immediately recognized the pretty dark hair omen sitting there and smiled at her. “Casey, it’s been a long time.” “Yes, yes it has.” Sarah was a bit puzzled and looked from one of them to the other. “You two have met?” Casey nodded, “We went to high school together.” Geoff chimed in, “Yeah, did you know I had a terrible crush on you, Casey? I chased you starting our freshman year and you never noticed.” “Oh. Well this is a bit…well…awkward then. Geoff, I see you’re already acquainted with my girlfriend, so there’s no real need for introductions. Let’s have a drink shall we.”

Sarah sat in the chair next to Casey and gave her a soft lingering kiss. “I missed you,” she murmured quietly and Casey slid an arm over Sarah’s shoulders. “I missed you too, but I knew you’d come back my little bird. You always do.” Geoff cleared his throat awkwardly, “I’ll just go get drinks, what would you two like?” “Jack neat for me and Sarah will have a sloe gin fizz.” As Geoff walked away Sarah spoke to Casey, “I think he’s had a bit of a shock, even though I did tell him I was bi; I just neglected to mention that I was also quite taken by my favorite bad ass woman on the planet.” “You think he’s shocked? Honey, I never dreamed I’d run into him again much less know that my girlfriend had been fucking him. Did he treat you right?” “Yes Dear, he did. You know if he hadn’t I wouldn’t have brought him along; hell I’d never have even fucked him. Although I definitely feel a little awkward about it all. You know, fucking the guy that pined after you for years. Casey kissed her girlfriend again. “it’s OK. But I need to know if this is going to become a regular thing.” “No, its not, he’s only in town for a few days and after tonight I’m pretty sure he’s not going to want me back in his bed. Ours is more comfortable anyway,” Sarah laughed.

Geoff quietly watched the ladies while he waited in line at the bar and was slightly furious because Sarah essentially lied to him and because he now knew why Casey had never noticed him. It was driving him crazy and when he got to the bar he ordered the ladies drinks, plus a double scotch for himself. Juggling the drinks back to the table he sat them down before taking a seat himself. “So uhh, Casey how’ve you been the last few years?” “Oh you know, college, more college, bought a motorcycle and finally met the best woman on the planet.” What about you? “About the same minus the motorcycle and getting to keep the girl.” Geoff couldn’t help a touch of bitterness in those last words. He gulped his scotch before offering a hasty apology. “I…I should go,” he said and finished the scotch in another gulp before walking out of Casey and Sarah’s lives for good.

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Nikki’s Surprising Journey (Demon House Pt. 4)

Slowly, Nikki came back to herself and realized she was curled in Beleth’s arms, but she wasn’t in her kitchen any longer. She didn’t know where she was. As she lifted her head to look around Beleth smiled. “Ah, you’re awake I see. And probably wondering just what is going on. So let me explain my dear. You are in my world now. It is a stunted pitiful excuse for the beauty of yours, but here you can be mine without aging, without worry, or fear. I can teach you more than you’d have ever learned from that book, although I did think to bring it with me. You’re Mine, Nikki.”

She could hear the capitalization in the word and shivered slightly before growing indignant. “I’m yours? Not for long if I have any say in you scheming, conniving bastard.” “Oh, such language. It won’t be tolerated here.” And Beleth gave her a wicked smile as she’d ever seen him give. Nikki was afraid now, for herself, for her life. She’d been duped by a demon just as the beginning pages of that old spell book had warned her about and she began to cry helplessly.

Beleth frowned, unsure what to do about the crying woman in his arms, so he just held her awkwardly and let her cry. He was realizing that he did care for her more than he had thought and wondered if maybe this had been a poor idea after all. He could always undo the binding and let her go, but if he did would she ever trust him again? Would he ever see her again? He resolved to do as much as he could to make her see the benefits of staying with him and hoped it would be enough. But if she stayed it would mean living with his rules.

Nikki slowly began to settle down again, but her terror was still quite evident and she felt so lost without the safety of her kitchen. “Why? Why me, Beleth?” The demon sighed heavily and pondered how he could best explain himself. Despite his misgivings, he decided to tell her the truth. “I’ve been alone for so long now. Many years. I never expected to find anyone again whom I could love or care for. You see demons rarely mate with other demons because the rate of failure is so high, demons often kill their partners in a blind rage for whatever reason; we are a rapidly dwindling race and the only way to save us is children. The only way we’ve found to expand our race is having children with the humans that we love. Those children because they are part human can grow up to have a child with a full blooded demon. This is a practice that’s been going on for millennia. And I’m telling you all this because I want you to know my history, but I also want you to know that I love you.”

Nikki looked incredibly startled at his last words and her mind went utterly blank. She had no response to the revelation she’d just been told and just stared at him silently for a long moment before looking away. Beleth sighed again, “I’m sorry. I never should’ve brought you here or performed the binding.” Her head shot up at that and this time her eyes met his with a vicious ferocity, “Binding?! You’ve trapped me here?” The terror she felt was gone replaced with a burning white hot anger. “Why? How? What would make you do this?!,” Nikki raged at him and then raised a hand and landed a perfectly placed slap across his cheek before sliding out of his lap and as far from him in the room as possible. “You fucking bastard! What makes you think I wanted to give up my life in my world? I have a job, friends, family and you just took that away from me without even asking!” Granted she thought that if he had asked she might have come willingly, but to have the choice forced upon her was too much, even if he did claim to love her. Tears threatened to spill over again but Nikki took a deep breath and wiped her eyes refusing to let them get the better of her. “What in the hell do you have to say for yourself!?”

Beleth gracefully shrugged his shoulders (how someone built so powerfully could be so graceful baffled Nikki for a moment before her anger returned); “I said everything I can say, my Dear. I am a selfish prig and wanted you here with me so badly that I made a rather impulsive decision. It doesn’t change that I love you. But it does throw your life upside down and for that I apologize.” Nikki sighed, knowing in her heart that she did love Beleth, but she was still so furious at him that she didn’t know if she could tell him so. And him having the nerve to make her a virtual prisoner was just too much. She wanted to rage and throw things and scream and cry and she simply didn’t know what to do. “Why did you bind me here instead of just letting me see things and make my own choice?” “Because if you see the horrors and atrocities that some of my kind commit you’ll never stay.” Beleth sounded wistful as though he wished things could be otherwise. “You said yourself you are a King among them. So put a stop to it.” Ah, if only it were that simple Nikki. I am not the only powerful demon in existence and I can’t stand against every single demon who does bad things. I don’t rule alone here, but on a council and in our own ways, we are all corrupt as I think you’ve learned.” And he leered at her just for effect, but it had the effect of making Nikki want to fuck him again. It was getting harder for her to care where they were and why she was here when Beleth was naked before her.

Nikki swore again softly and Beleth looked at disapprovingly. She stared back defiantly, daring him to correct her again. He shook his head, trying not to laugh and just watched the beautiful, naked woman, his eyes darkening. “You won’t give up that habit will you?” “Nope, no matter if I’m here or home, so might as well quit giving me that look.” he gave her a different look instead, one that made her want to drop to her knees and crawl to him, one that made her want to submit to his ideas of keeping her here. She shook her head and glared at him, “Stop that!” He gave her an innocent look. “Stop what, my dear?” “Damn you Beleth.’ Nikki began pacing and tried to ignore the big demon watching her, she tried to ignore his obvious desire, and most of all she tried to ignore her own. But it was all growing and soon it would be too much for both of them.

“Sooo, what about this? You release me from the binding and teach me how to travel between our two worlds. It seems like an acceptable situation from my point of view.” Beleth rubbed his face and thought for a moment. “That just might work. Smart mind to go with a gorgeous body. Perfect combination to me. Now come here.” His last words weren’t a request but a command and Nikki was tired of resisting him and herself. She walked over, putting a little extra sway into her hips and did exactly what she’d been wanting to do, taking his cock into her mouth, slowly, gently, teasing him. “Good girl”, he purred. Nikki sucked and licked at his cock, slurping it into her mouth messily, then pulling away slowly, drawing out both their pleasure. Beleth’s hips bucked, he was so anxious for her that he felt himself ready to lose control already. Damn, he’d felt that urge the moment she knelt before him. He held himself back not quite ready to come, wanting to hold her against the solid stone wall and fuck her instead, but fuck her mouth felt good wrapped around him.

With an impatient growl he pulled away from Nikki who let out a soft whine in response. He pulled her to her feet, picked her up and pinned her to the cold wall before sliding deep into her pussy. Nikki moaned and rocked her hips, forcing him deeper inside of her body. “Yes,” he hissed holding her harder. “Fuck me Nikki, rock those lovely hips against my cock and make me come for you.” Nikki met his eyes, feeling her pussy get even wetter at his words and began to fuck him in earnest, her hips moving as hard and fast as she could move them. Her eyes almost glazed over at the feeling as he flexed his cock inside of her. Between that and feeling him rubbing against her g-spot she was close, so close.

But she wanted more and wriggled her hips trying to finally, for the first time, take the entire length of his dick. Beleth knew what she wanted and began to help her, gently thrusting himself into her and writhed and rocked against him. It took several long moments but she felt him fill her completely and the orgasm that had been building within her simply exploded just as he gave one more thrust. Beleth felt her come on his cock and growled at her, “Again.” Nikki obeyed him blindly, another orgasm rocking her body against him and finally, he let himself come with a great roar. The pair sank to the floor Beleth supporting Nikki with his greater strength and held onto her tightly. She squeaked and he loosened his grip so she could breathe again and stared down at her. He didn’t want to let her go, but he had agreed to unbind her and teach her how to cross over at will. And he would do this, for her.

If you’re interested in how Nikki found herself involved with a demon you can read parts 1, 2, and 3, linked below.

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3

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